Sanai AP blog

 Today in class I finished my wild one pager 

 Today in class we discussed what makes somebody a woman and what makes somebody man and the different gender role. I believe that you have to be intelligent, feminine and, nurturing. To be a man you need to have manners, be masculine and, take care of your responsibilities. From my observation of today’s society over the years I’ve learned people have identity crisis and don’t really understand that they are whatever they were born and gender roles has a big impact on that. 

 I can’t deny that I am blessed. I believe that I am one of Gods favorites because of how blessed I am. I have seen and been through a lot of things that would break most people but instead it builds me. God makes a way every time through out the struggles. I deny I am blessed to still be alive, I am blessed to enjoy my teenage years and, I am blessed to not want or need for anything. 

When I was seven years old I had a dog named coco. Coco was a white husky that I had since I was born until she disappeared one day. One day I came home from school excited to see coco only for my heart to broken and my dad told me she ran away. I couldn’t believe she ran away because we had such a good bond and I had her for so long. 6 years later I asked my mom what really happened to coco. She sat me down and told me that my dad left her on the side of the highway and she knew I was going to be heartbroken so they didn’t tell me. I’m glad she didn’t tell me when I was seven cause I definitely would’ve been heartbroken but I forgive my dad. 

 Thank you mommy for loving me unconditionally and never giving up on me. Thank you for always being on my team and having my back no matter what, wrong or right. Thank you for not letting me want or need for anything. Thank you for all your sacrifices you’ve made for me. Thank you for putting me first even when you should’ve put yourself first. I appreciate and love you with all of my heart. Thank you for being my mom and dad. 

 I am certain that I will be the first multi millionaire in my family with multiple successful businesses that is overflowing with wealth. I am certain that I will be a major model, cover girl, and brand ambassador for big companies, magazines, and businesses. I am certain for sure that I will not want or need for anything and I am able to take care of my family and make myself proud proving anybody who doubted me wrong. These are affirmations that I manifest everyday in the universe because I know the tongue is powerful and I am for certain those goals are going to happen sooner than later. 

 A time when I knew I was in trouble was when me and my cousin was horse playing too much in the house. My mom told us to stop and we did but after she left we started playing again. I accidentally kicked the wall a little too hard and made the tv on the wall fall and shatter into pieces. I just knew my mom was going to kill me especially after she already told us to stop playing. 

 A time when I didn’t have no fun was when I went to a summer camp when I was seven and hated every minute of it. The kids at the camp were rude and mean. I believe that the difference of race played a big role in why they had such nasty attitudes. One time a palm colored girl pushed me in the pool knowing I can’t swim and I almost drowned, luckily the lifeguard saved me but that was the cherry on top of my horrible no fun summer camp experience.